Something Left To Say

I’ve been silent these past couple of days, partially because I’ve been trying to listen. Although I’ve been quiet online, I’ve been keeping busy. A lot has happened in the past few months. And yet I feel a vague sense of discomfort. PANAS EUY PANAS KALI SOCMED AKHIR-AKHIR INI!

Regardless of whom you supported at the polls, this year has been exhausting. If you woke up this morning feeling like you desperately need a break, you’re not alone. I’m not politician. I never liked the label for myself. I’d rather think of myself as a learner. Sometimes it’s not clear what exactly needs to be said, or what form it will take, or even whether it will have any impact on the world. I don’t always know how to sculpt the right words or paint what I’m describing. I have no idea whether it will take months or years to tell the story I want to tell. But as long as I feel I have something interesting left to say, I’m going to keep saying it.

Saya bukan Tuhan, yang layak memberi label hitam atau putih. Terlepas dari isu politik belakangan ini pun saya mungkin tak ada kapasitas untuk berbicara karena saya bukan siapa-siapa. Hal yang menjadi fokus saya adalah, betapa orang di dunia maya itu bisa menjadi begitu ‘luwes’ berkomentar lewat jari jemari. Mulai dari penampakan fisik orang lain, keputusan-keputusan yang diambil seseorang, kehidupan seseorang, gosip dan masiiiiih banyak lagi dari hal yang berat sampai yang receh-receh. Continue reading